The Saudi Swan

Yesterday I woke up late, though I am an early riser by nature.  

I was feeling depressed from the night before and I didn’t feel like getting up early.

 So I slept on until late into the morning.

Well, ”late” according to my standards of course .

I had that feeling that life is empty and there is nothing enjoyable out there so why bothering and

getting up early.  

This all took its toll on my temperament as I was irritated and very nervous.

These symptoms are not new.

In fact,  I’ve been keeping track of them for a while.

To be more honest, I’ve been having some doubts about me developing that sort of addiction.

( Don’t go so far!)

What happened yesterday confirmed my worst fears and now I have to put a name to my case.

Well, I hope you would understand.

Actually, you might find it a silly one.

But, I swear, it’s not, for many of us at least. 

 Well,

My DSL connection was suddenly lost with no obvious reasons   .

The only reason I can come up with is somebody abhoring me horribly who knows that this is the

best way to get me pissed off. 

If this is the real reason, I congratualte her as she really knew how to get me.

And as I spend online so many hours and I do a lot of stuff through this magical

 medium ( don’t worry, they are all useful. Well, most of them) I felt so depressed and angry.

And because denial is of no use, I have to come clean and admit that 

I’ve discovered ( is DISCOVER the right word? ) that I am a computer addict. 

I don’t know if there are rehab centers for my case?

But if there aren’t any, they should establish one soon.

Otherwise, I might deteriorate into some one like this

         or this one

 

or even worse like this one